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Post by tori on Jul 22, 2013 20:12:44 GMT -6
Kat "No it's not." i said quickly and I sat up from where I was sitting. I pressed my palms against the cold rock to steady myself and repeated. "No, it's not okay."
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Post by Charlotte Gray on Jul 22, 2013 20:14:52 GMT -6
Shane "Did I do something wrong?" I asked cautiously siting up.
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Post by tori on Jul 22, 2013 20:18:27 GMT -6
Kat "No. I'm sorry. No, you didn't do anything wrong. It was me. It is me. It will always be me." I said. I took a deep breath, not realizing how hard I was breathing. "I just have these images and memories and the scars and that night and it's just to much. I'm sorry." I said again and again.
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Post by Charlotte Gray on Jul 22, 2013 20:29:18 GMT -6
Shane I looked at her. "Stop apologizing." I said softly
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Post by tori on Jul 22, 2013 20:32:37 GMT -6
Kat "I'm sorry." I said again before realizing that I had done it. I took a hard breath to steady myself. There was no doubt now that he thought i was some weird freak. I looked away from him. I was just one big mistake.
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Post by Charlotte Gray on Jul 22, 2013 20:35:37 GMT -6
Shane I wrapped my arm around her. "It's ok to be uncomfortable. I'm here for you." I said
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Post by tori on Jul 22, 2013 20:39:21 GMT -6
Kat I squirmed under his arm. "That's the thing. I don't feel uncomfortable with you, but then I'm reminded about the three long nights and then all my trust is gone and any touch has to be evil." I whispered.
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Post by Charlotte Gray on Jul 22, 2013 21:09:50 GMT -6
Shane I stopped touching her. "I understand. It'll take some time." I said softly
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Post by tori on Jul 22, 2013 21:17:12 GMT -6
Kat I looked up at him. "What are you talking about?" i asked softly. He couldn't possibly still be even a little bit attracted to me..
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Post by Charlotte Gray on Jul 22, 2013 21:20:15 GMT -6
Shane "We can work through it." I breathed out heavily.
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Post by tori on Jul 22, 2013 21:22:01 GMT -6
Kat "What do you mean we?" I asked. "Shane you know I'm not forcing you to stay. You have a lot better things then to deal with me and my issues." I said.
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Post by Charlotte Gray on Jul 22, 2013 21:29:31 GMT -6
Shane "So why are you pushing me away?" I asked
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Post by tori on Jul 22, 2013 21:31:46 GMT -6
Kat "Because I don't want you to think you have to stay, because now one ever does so I don't expect you to." I said with a shrug.
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Post by Charlotte Gray on Jul 22, 2013 21:32:52 GMT -6
Shane "Well I want to." I said honestly sitting down.
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Post by tori on Jul 22, 2013 21:34:53 GMT -6
Kat "I know you don.... wait what?" I asked and looked up at him, surprised by his answer.
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